Leaving

I keep telling myself thing’s will change

How can they?

After everything that was done?

These walls hold painful reminders

Times of hate and regret

So many tears have stained these halls

Yet they ask me to stay..

How can I after everything?

Missing you

Days like this I miss you most

When the road is hard

To the point of breakdown

When I just need a hug

The only kind you can give

Its days like this when I miss you most.

Unwritten melody

Moments I care to recall, some not at all .

bitter sweet is a memory for me

like a bittersweet melody it was lost within in me ..

Within me a song to sing

A memory of who he was to me.

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Destroyed

Once long ago

I lived in such a beautiful place

Surrounded by those I loved

It’s all I could have wanted

But the darkness came

Destroying us all

Fire’s burned

Life’s forever destroyed

I look back to remember

To feel less sad

But sorrow is the devil

And this is hell

Unfinished

What happened to us?

Once thriving individuals

With hopes so high

Cast a fire to our future

Yet now as i stand in this shadow

I find what was no longer is

How did we reach so high

And fall so low?

Product

For as long as i could recall

Broken was the title of my life

In and out of a broken system

Back at the homestead

Thinking things had changed

They drink more

As if the drugs weren’t enough

Hiding the sorrow

As i watched them slip

It’s not anger i feel

Because i know they are too broken to see

I was their child

One of three

The only one to witness the end

To watch as the world they knew

Destroyed them from within

**Update**

Dear readers,

Hello dear reader’s, I hope all is well with you and that I wanted to thank you if you are still out there reading my blog. I know I haven’t been on here in a long time, truth is I lost myself for a while, in that I mean there’s been a lot of personal family issues have come about that made me less willing to write. I’ve taken time out and now I want to return once more to where I love to express myself, through my words, so here’s the start to new material and maybe even more than poetry who knows it’s going to be a new chapter.

Once again thank you for your continuing support to my blog, If your new Welcome to the littleHaven community, I want to say firstly thank you for the follow, and welcome to my blog, sit down and enjoy the poetry and odd entry’s that I might be uploading here.

Again thank you all so much, have a blessed and wonderful day.

Sea Of Tear’s

This past year’s I’ve lost so many that are dear to me

The tears I can tell you are more than I can bear

over controlling my heart with sorrow

I feel my soul gathering and withering

As the sorrow overtakes me like some dark cell within me

I am truly lost within the sea of loss.

The Journey

 

How far have we actually come?

When we still struggle to remain sane.

In the final hour we see red,

It’s an endless battle.

speeches, movements

 war’s and freedom fighters.

men and women from our past

are rolling in their graves

as another hate crime is made

brother’s sister’s we are all one

please don’t divide but let us remain same!

 they fought for us, ALL OF US

to keep our world centered

 is this how we repay?

Words and hate

It’s all written in red

Let us not divide

But instead throw out the words

And bring peace instead.

Let the battles of the past

Stay where they belong

Buried within a crypt sealed by fate

Let history be not of anger and scorn

But of a deeper lesson to be learned.

That all are equal and all are same.

Together we stride,

And apart we fall.

Being Single Rant

 

Let me begin with a clear warning, this is a rant entry and I am terribly sorry if you hate it or think my views are horrible or etc. I usually am a very calm individual, but someone to whom I won’t name names has brought the frustration to a high and I must vent in order to regain myself composure.

*Note; I can very well understand if you choose to exit now as to this little entry will not be pretty, well at least to my standards of pretty.

I am twenty-six years old female  and yes I do not have a boyfriend. I don’t really want one either. To be very honest  I am actually quite happy with being on my own. So the question you are asking is “ what’s the issue”. Truth is the issue isn’t with me personally, it seems to be an issue for those around me.

For some ungodly reason some people think that being in a relationship is a must. that you are not truly happy or whatever the fuck it is that they think when thinking unattached or attached. Truth is when it comes to me personally, I actually prefer to be unattached or dating. It really upsets me that people think that I need a man to complete myself to make it seem as if I am not content or whole I guess you’d say.  Point is I don’t need someone to set me up with some stranger, I find that insulting that a person has to set me up. And let me make my personal thought clear on that subject, I feel like they are saying “Hey you can’t seem to find anyone here’s this guy”.  Yes, I get that they are just trying to be nice, I just don’t like that, if I wanted a boyfriend I could find him on my own.

Bottom line , if you have someone in your life that you know is single, please don’t assume they need someone to fill that void that you assume they have. Because not everyone has a freaking void. I don’t I am a very happy individual … maybe I should smile more? I don’t know either way thank you for reading  and letting me rant  a bit to you . I am truly sorry if this has annoyed you but i did warn you above. 

As always ,

“Many blessings to you and yours”